Letting Go of Agendas and Finding Presence in Parenthood.

Today, as I sit here reflecting on my journey as a parent, I am filled with a newfound awareness and a deep longing to embrace each day without the constraints of an agenda.

Today, as I sit here reflecting on my journey as a parent, I am filled with a newfound awareness and a deep longing to embrace each day without the constraints of an agenda. I have come to realise how much unnecessary suffering we inflict upon ourselves when we cling to rigid plans driven by fear. When those plans inevitably fall apart, we are left disheartened and disconnected from the present moment.

Becoming aware of this pattern has been eye-opening, especially in how it affects my relationship with my little boy. I've noticed that constantly waiting for the next moment to accomplish tasks takes me away from being fully present with him. It saddens me to realise that I may have unknowingly projected subtle resentment onto him because of my own frustrations. For instance, when his nap times didn't align with my desire to tackle my never-ending to-do list, I would feel a sense of irritation deep within me. Over time, I've noticed how this undercurrent impacted the way I showed up for him as a parent.

But here's the beautiful shift—I am no longer willing to let fear run my life. I have made a conscious decision to release the grip of fear and embrace a different way of living. I acknowledge that allowing fear to drive my actions does not serve my highest good, regardless of the stories that may arise. I firmly believe that we have the power to shape our own reality. What we choose, with intention and openness, is what will manifest in our lives.

From this moment forward, I am committed to living from a place of love and presence. While I still have much to learn and practice, I am determined to let go of rigid plans and allow life to unfold naturally. If I have the opportunity to work on my business, I will seize it wholeheartedly. However, if circumstances prevent me from doing so, I will release any attachment to outcomes. I will courageously ask myself, "What's the worst that can happen?" Perhaps I won't make money or have clients at that exact moment, but the priceless time I spend with my child and the relationship we are building hold immeasurable value.

I understand that this journey towards living without an agenda requires ongoing awareness and conscious choices. It is not about achieving a perfect balance overnight but rather about cultivating a deep sense of intention and presence in each moment. I trust that by choosing love and presence, a world of possibility will open up before me. I eagerly anticipate the growth, connection, and joy that lie ahead.

Today, I invite you to reflect on your own life. Are you driven by fear or rooted in love and presence? Consider taking small steps towards releasing fear's grip and embracing a more intentional way of living. Together, let us shape our reality and welcome the boundless beauty that unfolds when we choose love over fear.

With a heart full of newfound awareness and a commitment to living with intention,

Gem xx